sadness

what a rough week i had..
so super duper tension..
omg! its been a while since i smoke..
im gonna die bcoz of lung cancer la weyh..
depress..

sometimes the best antidote is friendship but when u hope more..it doesn't got that well..this is a pic of me and afham..it was fun actually..doing stupid things..laugh and stuff..a good friend that wish to be a lover

a day with a bunch of patience..

what a day..
super duper tiring..
sumtimes feel like crying also..
today..i dont know why..
and there's even a moment i feel like killing people..
i always wonder how come a stupid person can always get away with everything!
unfair!!!!!!

gloomy day!

im not feeling well today mentally and physically..
i felt terrible with problem and all..
but someone actually make me realise that what im going through now is not that bad..
in life we should always consider others as well..
yea, its true we cannot make everyone happy with us but we can try..
i believe in one thing..if we dont like people treating us like shit, we should not either..
when it comes to respect..in order to earn in, we should actually gain it..
some people dont really understand sometimes..
life is all a drama but sometimes i wish the drama could put to an end..
book smart ey? not matter how smart u are in studying, doesnt mean u can settle everything in life ok!
experienced does beat book smart people!
understand people and try to give also not just taking, it a recipe to be happy!

bizzare things in a odd day!

I remember the day when my sister actually said to me 'oh, if you wanna work in starbucks, u need to be crazy'
i laugh myself out but i realize that it is true!
ahahaha!
what a bizzare thing we did..
it was one of the odd day we have i guess..
that time was me, kak melor n kak linda working closing together..
we off the turbo chef n its cooling down..
out of the blue..i asked 'oh, how does it look like if we warm up the american baked cheesecake?'
kak melor answered back 'i never tried it before'..then kak linda came in 'how bout if we try'..
so the experiment begin..
it was quite interesting hehee! it taste good..
amazing thing! =)

Ups n Downs..

Sometime i keep on asking myself why there's more Down then Ups?
Then when i think back..its not true!
Maybe i guess..life is full of drama..
everyday drama at work n college..
its something i cannot run for..
we hv to smile n see the brighter future..
when we are down..we cry..
then we gonna laugh out loud the next day!

tiring week..so complicated

this week were so tiring..
i work a lot! well, if u work then only u can earn money ryte?
uhuhuhu!
its been weird since my life was i dun knoe wut to say..
ups n downs like usual la..kan3?
i miss my old frens..
at the same time i hv to live wit new ones..
atoi! dun knoe wut to say la..